At it again

It's like a horrible cycle. I just want to scream and throw things around. Pay attention to me. What the hell has changed? I don't know, but I can feel it. I'm not ignorant. I'm done, if this is how it is going to be then you need to give me time to adjust. I spent almost two years not being treated like what I was, now in less than a week I am being treated as such. You can't even say that isn't confusing.